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( Jun. 9th, 2010 11:10 am)
Net shit is working again. Feel like crap and don't want to get out of bed, but can't sleep. Going through another one of those whiney weepy "Everything feels graa~aay" emo bullshit moods. Need to move and focus and do *something*, but damned if anything feels worth it. Even the stuff that should. Just want to sleep and sleep and see if the world will be different when I wake up. Or if I would.

Fuck.

How's this shit work? How do you ask someone, "Help, I'm tired and and sad, please help me?" without sounding like someone needs to hide the pills and razor blades?

I keep thinking of my dad and thinking more and more that I can't remember his voice.
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