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( Sep. 8th, 2011 11:04 am)
Yeah, folks, I'm pretty much MIA at the moment internet wise. Weather did a complete 180 from last week (so hot and sticky!) and now it's too cold and misty/damp outside to camp out in front of the library.

I feel like I keep getting the run around from Bellsouth whenever I try to check on the status of my service. Apparently, the technicians are let out of their cages about once a week and that's it. :/ I'm without access until a tech comes by Monday. If that doesn't fix or I need to buy a new router or have expensive wirework done inside the new apartment, fuck it.

In the meantime, I'm still unpacking and putting off unpacking because I'm lazy, but for some reason I keep getting laundry done. :/ I really, really hate moving.

Thinking of picking up voice acting for fandubs and even have a couple ideas for a fan episode if I can find some video editing software I can use. I'm still big on Sailor Moon at the moment for some reason, so maybe I'll do something with that.

...Hopefully at least so far as recording a sample, even if I never get around to sharing it. :x

I really, really hope to be able to talk to you guys again soon. :
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( Apr. 24th, 2011 07:17 pm)
Hai gaiz!

Okay. You know that thing back in April where I posted that I wanted to write a book? Still do. Just having trouble ironing out little things like the freaking plot, specifics of the setting, character motivation, etc etc. I've got some solid concepts and highly specific scenes in mind, but that does not a story make.


I need questions.

Anything, no matter how highly specific or oddball vague, just random detail questions to jumpstart my stupid brain to at least organized note taking stage. :/

BASIC PREMISE: Heroic quest type fantasy. A young man from an ancient, isolated people must enter a strange, unfamiliar world where his kind are considered myth in order to discover why his master betrayed his people. Along the way he meets a mage turned innkeeper and a young healer turned warrior who aid him on his quest. In the end, however, he must decide who he can trust and what sacrifices aren't worth making, even if it means dooming the world.

That vague enough? D:
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( Dec. 25th, 2010 01:59 am)
Happy holidays, me hearties!

...Damn, I need to update this freaking thing more often.

Leave a request and I'll write something for you here! :3 I need to get back into that. :/ I'll try to have something meaty around the New Year's!
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( Sep. 19th, 2010 08:54 pm)
I'm really sorry if I haven't been talking much to people lately or kinda spacing out when I do. Going back into that lovely bit of feeling tired and gray and just wanting to sleep all the time again. I've got stuff I need to do, stuff I should do, and even stuff I want to do, but none of it seems worth the effort.

I realize I do this all the time anyway.

So I'm sorry if I've dropped the ball or the like with anything, either the few rps I maintain or such. I'll try harder, I promise.

Just as soon as I sleep.
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( Aug. 16th, 2010 02:57 pm)
Rough chapter, needs beta, sorry sorry for spamming flist.
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I bought a laser pointer today because it was cheap and my brain blipped on the cute kitten picture on the back. Seminars my ass. So I bring it home and within 30 seconds I've got my one dollar's worth of entertainment in playing with the cat. Flick, flick, flick! I'm sitting here giggling like an idiot and the cat is just quietly spazzing in hunter mode going, "Intruder, intruder, intruder! Where'd it go?"

Seriously, she's sniffing around for it.

On the blank wall.

My cat's name is Box Cat. Seriously. She was a tiny kitten thing about... three years ago. She was a guilt gift to my parents who took her in because her current owner was a drugged out douche who, for some reason, was a friend of the family. The kitten was being sequestered in a tiny box so the pet ferret could roam about. -_o;; Mom and Dad were moving at the time, however, and it would have been a very stressful time for the kitten. Mom asked me (...okay, I was cuddling the kitten and squeeing and making 'gimme' eyes at her) to watch the kitten until they were done moving. I called her Box Cat so I wouldn't get attached.

I think we know the punchline.
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( Aug. 11th, 2010 06:09 pm)
I dreamed about my dad this morning. I can't remember most of it, I didn't really want to. But he was alive and our family was together and I could just feel that empty space where he's supposed to be fill up. He was there. He handed me a folded bunch of papers and I could hear him say what he had written down while I was reading it. He loved me, he was proud of me. I looked up and was thinking, "No, you're dead," without saying a word aloud. He said "Never," and vanished.

Twice I've dreamed about my dad and twice I've thought, "No, you're dead," and ended the dream.

Twice I've woken up crying.
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( Jul. 23rd, 2010 03:38 pm)
Need to practice coloring lineart. Drop off a manga or douji scan, I'll see if I can color and icon it halfway decently.
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( Jul. 15th, 2010 09:41 pm)
Another one of these things. Post your chara/pairing and prompt, I'll write a tiny three to five sentence ficlet and leave my own prompt, replying with a ficlet gets you another prompt, lather rinse repeat.

;3 Just making a single request and not replying is fine, too.

I discovered something new today. There's nothing like seeing someone else get praised for crap writing that really gets your creative juices seething flowing. >_> I'm looking at you FF.n

So hit me with your best prompts or requests, lovelies. Any kink or bizaare request you'll can think of, I'll at least attempt. Got a rare pairing or underserved chara?  Bring it on. A series I don't write but you think I should? Gimme resources and I'll try my best. Yaoi, yuri, het, or even *gasp*, non-pairing based prompts!!

Please feel free to pass this on to anyone you think might be interested in my drivel.

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( Jun. 9th, 2010 11:10 am)
Net shit is working again. Feel like crap and don't want to get out of bed, but can't sleep. Going through another one of those whiney weepy "Everything feels graa~aay" emo bullshit moods. Need to move and focus and do *something*, but damned if anything feels worth it. Even the stuff that should. Just want to sleep and sleep and see if the world will be different when I wake up. Or if I would.


How's this shit work? How do you ask someone, "Help, I'm tired and and sad, please help me?" without sounding like someone needs to hide the pills and razor blades?

I keep thinking of my dad and thinking more and more that I can't remember his voice.
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( May. 26th, 2010 06:40 pm)
Sometimes I like to think I actually have usable talents.

Drop a pic here and I'll try to make an icon of it.
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( May. 21st, 2010 02:08 am)
Argh, shit blargle! Okay, okay, anyone I was talking to online last night I am so incredibly sorry if I left a brb or didn't respond when you pinged because jesus monkey christ I lay down for one litle 15-20 minute eye rest and wake up hours later and crap, I need to get my sleep cycles/schedules/nap times straightened out. :
Blah, blah, need to get off my ass and actually write this damned thing festering in my head, so here goes. Nice and public so it can mock me. Anyhoo, nothing connected to the story yet, just two of the main characters 'mirroring' each other so I can figure them out.


Maggie's Memories )
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( Apr. 18th, 2010 10:27 am)
Photobucket Photobucket

From the newest Bleach ending credits animation.

Fuck and yes.

And yes, the cap quality is really that craptastic.
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( Mar. 25th, 2010 02:28 pm)
Haven't slept yet and I'm about 3 shy of being up 24 hours. Sorry guys, I'll catch ya when I can.

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( Feb. 26th, 2010 06:02 pm)

Anybody else having trouble logging into aim?
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( Feb. 5th, 2010 05:05 pm)
He had strong hands. Thick fingers and nails and blunt fingertips. Always cool, never sweaty. Steady as rock or stone and just as strong. Sometimes raised in warning or admonishment, but never in anger or with the intent to cause pain. Hands that picked me up and carried me to bed, hands that fixed Donald Duck orange juice and peanut butter sandwiches late at night.

There was a beard that came and went over the years and blond hair that slowly turned gray. A pot belly that swelled a bit and legs that weren't quite as sturdy as they used to be. Then a motorized wheelchair and a constant O2 cannula in his nose. Blue eyes that weren't as clear and a memory that wasn't as immediately sharp.

But his hands remained strong.

I miss you, dad.
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( Feb. 1st, 2010 06:44 am)
family emergency, net use infrequent at best


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